Struggling No More . . . This One is Clear as Mud

As mentioned in my January 10 post, I'm reading "The Soul of C. S. Lewis." I've been struggling through, thinking deeply to comprehend his writings. I finally came to a section of the book that's been smooth sailing for me--the discussion about "The Screwtape Letters," one of C. S. Lewis' most popular and creative books. I've never read it.


"The Soul of C. S. Lewis" was written in an attempt to gain a wider grasp of the world and life experience . . . a book of reflections building on quotations from C. S. Lewis. Lewis' writings have clarity of expression and power of depiction, allowing him to speak to deep human need and bring understanding to life's complexities. It is a meditative journey through 26 of his best loved writings.

I finally got to a chapter that I can understand, and I'm not real happy about it. The quotation for this reading is: "It does not matter how small the sins are, provided that their cumulative effect is to edge the man away from the Light and out into the Nothing." chapter 12, page 60 The scripture verse to go with the quote is: "Cling to your faith in Christ, and keep your conscience clear" Timothy 1:19

The following words were very clear: "The letters serve as a mirror of the soul. They are not written for the fainthearted. But, if anyone dares to look, it is possible to gain an honest evaluation of oneself and to repent. Lewis simply wrote honestly about the human condition, glossing over none of the wiles of human depravity."

I was found out very quickly, and it didn't feel good. "Whatever the category, all sins involve the will; all are harmful; all are contrary to God's design and character. Lewis let no one off the hook: the church goer as well as the secularist can find hints of his or her own struggles dissected and repudiated in these letters." I certainly have.

". . . this one thing is for sure: those who read 'The Soul of C. S. Lewis' will be constantly reminded of the devil and how desperate is the need for God and his grace." After a good conscious-talking to myself, I found myself at the foot of the cross asking for forgiveness and receiving His Grace.

I've wanted to put this book away several times because of how hard it was to understand. But, apparantly, I needed to see my own sin in a clear way--not for the first time, of course. I'm not sure if I ever want to read the actual book, "The Screwtape Letters." This very short work certainly did its intended work in my heart!

One thing is clear. God always finds us and shares His desire for our life. I am thankful for that. And it's no coincidence we're in the Lenten period of spiritual self-examination and rededicated living to prepare us for the celebration of Easter.

No, God certainly doesn't make mistakes. And, yes, I do intend to read this chapter again. It is clear as mud. But I will wash myself in the blood of the Lamb, thanks to my Saviour, Jesus.

Warm Easter greetings my friends!